i'm supposed to work on the logo but i cant focus right now.
just had a real one to one girls talk with mother. i was shocked when i saw her lying on my bed waiting for me to finish freshening up. ahhh i could cry now thinking abt how things had change over time. my siblings and i used to run around when we go out. play among ourselves. fighting over toys. talked til late night about any random topics that came to mind. thinking about how close and blessed we are to be as a family. always there ffor each other thru ups and downs..
i could never trade anything for mother. she's the love of my life. went thru hard time bringing me up, keeping me grounded and taught me to be humble. i'm just thankful to Allah a.s for gave her the strength, health and wealth. what i really hope is to be a filial daughter and make them proud.
i will definitely pass down this little knowledge in life to my next generations. 1:10 AM

one of the things i hate doing early in the morning is answering phone call. dont you guys think so?? my voice is too "sexy" and "rock-ish" for anyone to hear. lately i have no choice. no matter how i hate it, he keeps on calling every single morning! maybe, baru-baru aje kan.. lol.

anyways, yesterday after i blogged, he confessed to me that likes me. obviously its not that easy for him. but me, nur`azizah ibrahim, being typical me, twist and turn the investigation and interrogation which leaves him with no other choice but to admit. omg, mother just dumped a pile of clothes on my back for me to fold.

i guess its time for me to go. will update soon. *wink wink* 12:13 PM

they say, save the best for the last. good things might come to those who wait. is it true? actually depends on how you look at things. be optimistic and inshallah thing will turn out good.

all this while i've been asked when will i get a real boyfriend, when will i stick to one, when will i stop flirting around, do i have a boyfriend. and i just say i'll follow the flow. the actual fact of the matter is i've not found someone whom i can rely on, i can see my future with, i can depend on him. when i say i dont have one yet, people seems not to believe me. so i'll just say im not into relationship, im more of a know-that-person and decide fast to marry or not to marry. that way, it helps to close the case in a way or another.

so far after knowing this guy, i think he fits the bill. well its still early to judge but from mata kasar, i think ya.. he's potential. with looks and attitude, he's definitely what im looking for in a man. but but, obviously everyone is not perfect. there are some plus and minus point but i just need to twitch my mind set to make the negative becomes positive. we are still friends. dont worry. ;)

after a week of knowing each other, we decided to go out on a date on 2 may 2010(personal reference sake). initial plan was he wanted to meet at city hall mrt at 1pm but i suggested that we meet under my block at 12nn. straight away he called in disbelieve cos i actually suggested that. usually girls wouldnt want guys to fetch them because they were scard that their parents will caught them red handded. for my case, both my parents know of our existence so theres nothing to hide. so.. instead of meeting at 12, he reached kinda early at 11.37am so i decided to go meet him after i'm done bersiap.
we spent our day by eating at fish mahanttan white sand, followed by watching Bounty Hunter at marina square and having tea time at ya kun kaya toast.
day passed by so fast and i didnt get to snap a picture. what a waste! there's always next time. but so sayang la.. i cant keep them as part of my collection. boohoo!

thats all for our first outing. will update again when i have the modal to storytelling! :)
btw, thanks all for the well wishes, curiousity and concern over my little social life. i feel touch and honoured to have people like you around me. thank you Allah! 11:14 AM