woke up in the morning feeling like a zombie. had a terrible headache last night. my left head felt like there was some kind of creature pressing and pulling my brain. infact, it still hurts now. panadol doesn't work. pfft..
few more weeks left to the end of my final year project. 3 submissions in total, storyboard, model and technical portfolio. one week each so technically 3 more weeks to the end. final presentation will be 2 weeks from now. there will be external examiner coming in and people from NParks too. he'll determine our pay in this industry. (this paragraph is for my reference. sorry if i wasted your time reading smtg that you dont understand what im rambling about. heh.)
had a weird dream 2 days ago. all the bachelor people came to life and reunite. felt him holding my hand but the moment i woke up, it was mine.
what i want might be ridiculous but i cant help it.
career?? hah.
nahh.. lets just keep what i wanna do to myself. will see how things turn out to be.
i find Siti and KD song, amarah rather... kecoh??
what if we inherit something from our grandmother but our parents dont like it?
sometimes i wonder how the hell i manage to handle my thots n feelings to myself for such a long long time. live around the things i thot i like, i dont, i love and i hate without sharing with anyone. its possible i know. but im just amazed. maybe thats y im suffering from a terrible headache. lol. or maybe i feel like its not important for me to share or maybe i dont have a person that is reliable enough to hear me out. or maybe its just me?? i'll never know.. but one things for sure, i dont like it. 1:02 PM