just found out that the guy habib wanted to recommend me with is actually not bad looking! wa lao. CHETT!! judging from what i see, he's like everything a lady could ask for!
alahh.. ape la ade pada rupe yg hanya sementara..kekayaan yg belum tentu menjamin kebahagiaan.. but still, its a bonus!! hahaha
lesson learnt, can trust habib's taste. HAHA! 8:03 PM

cast: mother, the girl, father, brother
location: macdonald
(conversation is in malay but i translate it to english)
conversation about the girl's future

the girl: mama, can i just do nothing,not literally la but like u know.. just help u out with the business within this one year before i further my studies?

mother: (silents.. as always...)

father: are you sure you want to waste your time like that? you're a girl and u have to remember, uni course will take abt 2 to 3 to 4 years in total. now u're gonna be 20 this year, by the time you waste your 1 year, plus school, u're gonna be mid-late 20's. that doesnt include your career.. u also have to think abt settling down..

the girl: haiyaaaa... like that uh.. (eats twister fries extra fast)

brother: ya.. dont tell me you wanna be "anak dara tu"

the girl: brother... alamak you uh.. touch wood uh..

mother: dont say like that.. (woman with less words when she's erm... thinking/ dreaming)

the girl: okay la.. so i just do ntg.. help out when in need.. when the time comes, i get married. :D

brother: (looks at father) she thinks it is as easy as that uh.. doesnt think abt the yada yada...

moral of the story: dont discuss at night, as in midnight cos there wont be any conclusion. lol 1:14 PM

woke up in the morning feeling like a zombie. had a terrible headache last night. my left head felt like there was some kind of creature pressing and pulling my brain. infact, it still hurts now. panadol doesn't work. pfft..
few more weeks left to the end of my final year project. 3 submissions in total, storyboard, model and technical portfolio. one week each so technically 3 more weeks to the end. final presentation will be 2 weeks from now. there will be external examiner coming in and people from NParks too. he'll determine our pay in this industry. (this paragraph is for my reference. sorry if i wasted your time reading smtg that you dont understand what im rambling about. heh.)
had a weird dream 2 days ago. all the bachelor people came to life and reunite. felt him holding my hand but the moment i woke up, it was mine.
what i want might be ridiculous but i cant help it.
career?? hah.
nahh.. lets just keep what i wanna do to myself. will see how things turn out to be.
i find Siti and KD song, amarah rather... kecoh??
what if we inherit something from our grandmother but our parents dont like it?
sometimes i wonder how the hell i manage to handle my thots n feelings to myself for such a long long time. live around the things i thot i like, i dont, i love and i hate without sharing with anyone. its possible i know. but im just amazed. maybe thats y im suffering from a terrible headache. lol. or maybe i feel like its not important for me to share or maybe i dont have a person that is reliable enough to hear me out. or maybe its just me?? i'll never know.. but one things for sure, i dont like it. 1:02 PM