reflection
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
sacrifice. patience. sincere. understanding. open.
i am very thankful that u kept me grounded throughout my life, so far leaving in this planet. no late nights, no frequent going out with friends, no lepaks, keeping myself down-to-earth most of the time, constant reminder abt courtesy and cultural aspect. basically thats grounded in my dictionary. some of you might think that my life is full of restrictions. i'm being unsocial. but hey. i find it a blessing. a huge one indeed. looking at myself now, all grown up as a young adult, i cant ask more to be what i am right now. its all about respect and pride.
u made me feel stronger inside, more confidence spiritually and most importantly, the care and concerns that u've given us. whenever i felt down, u cheered me up. u made me think of the positive side of it. u believed in karma and has proven me that karma does exist in life. some might disagree. but its really up to you to decide. im not here to force you or psycho your mind.
u're one strong woman that i've never ever seen in my entire life. when ure sick or hurt physically, u managed to overcome and challenge the pain. u wouldnt want people to know that ure suffering so badly just because u dont want us to worry abt you.
with the 'skill' that we obtain, i felt thankful. alhamdulillah. hopefully its being passed on and i am not going to misuse it and take advantage of it. im sorry i cant disclose this paragraph.
u've always been in my prayers. if theres tears involved in this entry, that would be tears of feeling blessed, honoured, thankful...
no one could ever replace the love u've given me. the hope that u believed in me. the countless support u've helped me. and the lesson u've taught me.
my one and only, mama.
:..)
--Humble Pie--
11:57 PM
