:)
Thursday, April 30, 2009
home alone.
met my family after school. dropped at tampines 1 from sch and they picked us up. went to have dinner and headed home. while having dinner, i said to mama that i will accompany her tonight n watch tv with her. i wont chat. so reached home, i really did. watched tv together. indonesian drama pulak tu! ( r u sure ziza?? tk pernah pernah sey.. haha) well.. yea. i did. another reason i watch the drama til it ends is also because of the lead actor and actress. *ehem ehem* mama kept saying that he looks like him. walhal different la sey. only the fairness. maybe yes. the hair?? errrr...
so anyway, halfway watching the drama, ayah received a call. some problem happened so they had to go there. i was tired so i dont bother following them.
happy holiday ppl! i guess no public holiday for me. have to do my project.
-Happy 19th Tarmizie :)-
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*my throat is killing me softly. urgh!*
--Humble Pie--
9:23 PM
:)
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
full.
finally i had my proper meal for today. there's no time for breakfast and lunch as class from 9am til 3pm for 2 module. the only time for us to eat was during the few mins break. just a bite. no meal.
library have been my second home these days. seems like i visit it everyday.
yesterday we encountered a guy in school wearing a tee saying ''Today is Monday" then we started to make fun of him and giving scenario like what if he ran out of clothes and took the wrong day and ppl start telling him that its wrong. gosh. that can be fustrating la sey. and so, we went on and on until mr bean underwear pon terkeluar in the conversation. lol and just now, while in the library, we saw him again! and guess what he's wearing?? uh huh. a tee written "Today is Tuesday". haha. freaky guy. wonder if tmr he'll wear "Today is Wednesday" tee.
okay peeps. thats just a mini update from me. have to go now.
toodles!
*its not the colour i want.*
--Humble Pie--
7:23 PM
mug
Saturday, April 25, 2009
EIR assignment.
i've been working on it since morning. mugging. okay maybe not really mugging. i missed a few lessons so i have to read on the lecture notes to keep on track. currently i've created a blog for EIR as it is one of the requirements. just a simple one tho. i feel really odd updating there cos i have to be mindful of my words. not that i use vulgars but yea. lecturer gonna assess it.
im perspiring. arent you? ok merepek.
*suddenly i miss my neighbours after chatting with lim ee just now. hope to see u guys soon. wonder if u're getting fatter every minute.*
btw, she still remember we told her that eating more sugar will make her skinnier. haha.
--Humble Pie--
4:01 PM
update
Friday, April 24, 2009
feels so good.
just had my bath. a cold one tho. not going to complain abt the weather. you know how humid it is here.
tips: avoid wearing black in the day. go to an air-con places cos it helps to save your house electricity.
i guess staying at the library for abt 10 hours on wednesday do have its blessing in disguise.:) currently doing my Effective Internet Research(EIR) assignment. we have to create a blog so im kinda finding a blogskin for it. and i came up with a topic abt 'the impact of legalising same sex marriage.' to work on with. challenging i must say. having complication to handle with religion and social context. inshallah i can manage. just have to think positive.
oh and im watching wizards of the waverly place. dont smile! lol.
just to share abt my sweetheart Cross Disiplinary Subject (CDS) lecturer. her name is Mdm Faridah. she used to teach my brother in one of his module. class started on wednesday, however, there was a miscommunication of add/drop subject so i turn up on thurs instead. she was fine with it. but but i had a submission at 12.15pm that day n we have yet to complete it so myra and i told her that we're going for a break. didnt expect our 'break' to take up til class ended! guilty as charged.
as for todays lesson, had to leave at 10.30am cos theres TP BOG talk at the audi. so we went to her table and told her that we were involve and she put on a sad face saying that we've missed alot of her lesson and now we have to leave. no choice tho. so we chatted for abt 10-15 minutes and she sent us off till the door. not only that, she even opened the door for us! how sweet it is to be loved, care and pampered like that. just bare in mind not to step on her head. she's already that kind.
at the BOG talk, saw caroline. my previous neighbour. u know, the chinese 2 kids that used to come by my house. yea. that one. caroline is their mother. went up to her after the talk and guess what?? instead of having a conversation abt the talk, we were actually talking abt zac efron and jonas brothers. weird! haha.
i got this from the mail that harith send us;
be proactive.
take the initiative.
time is tight.
quality is priority.
remember that ppl!
*wonder whats next. time for a change. definitely!*
*its amazing how ppl will not give up until they get what they really want. maybe i should give in? or rather not? we'll see..*
--Humble Pie--
10:28 PM
:)
Monday, April 20, 2009
genesis.
first day of school started out with student comm session with the director of design school. the genesis was like the past years genesis. met alot of 'long time no see' friends. *gosh. im hungry*
after that, went to watched 17 again. again! this time rina treat me cos she have yet to watch it and wanted me to accompany her. but after that, i treat her ice cream at swensens. i dont think there's pause in between. we were literally talking non-stop. always a topic after another.
met mama n ayah at downtown for dinner, again! haha. lately, i kept doing the same thing over and over again. did i mention that daddy had booked tickets for my family to watch Jangan Tegur, like again!!
*should i follow to australia? design break will be from 13 june til 29 june.*
--Humble Pie--
11:52 PM
hot
Sunday, April 19, 2009
exhausted.
just had my cold bath. the weather aint doing justice lately. extremely hot!
yesterday was my first time handling the stall with amyra. strictly no adults. but that was only between 2.45pm til 5pm? it was because mama and ayah had to go to the market. great experience. but next time i wanna follow them. can?? haha.
had dinner with my coursemate, sue, adilah, farid, irshaad, hafidz and amyra. the plan was to meet everyone at 6pm but we were late. was busy at the stall. reached the place at 8pm? i told them i'll try to come after maghrib however, i reached downtown at abt 7.50pm. so sorry guys. how sweet of u ppl to wait for us. i missed the catching up session with the rest. after dinner, everyone went their separate ways but 4 of us, fidz shaad myra and i walked from downtown to my house. we choose to walk using the longer route. and it took us 45 minutes to walk walhal if we took the shorter route, it may take abt 5 - 10 minutes. anyway, once again, thanks guys.
school reopens tmr. but theres no class. only student comm session.
*i owe u an ice cream treat. soon okay.*
--Humble Pie--
9:15 PM
pfft...
Friday, April 17, 2009
loansharks.
they are one bunch of faggots.
this is what happen if one of your neighbour loan from them and cant affort to pay them back.
innocent victim like us were threaten. and this is not their first time disturbing the neighbourhood.
my house gate was splashed with bright yellow paint. it wld be much more scary if they use a red paint. stupid them! *marah npk* haha mama is more risau if getting rid of the paint might affect the rod iron paint.
wall outside my house, near the stairs. they used paint. i suggest they practice architectural handwriting. at least the wall wont look that bad with a neat writting.
this is what happened exactly. ayah went home after friday prayers. when he wanna get out of the house, he was shocked to see the paint. still fresh n wet. i was helping mama at that time. so i didnt know anything until i called ayah n he said theres something happened at home. mama wasnt at ease. she kept thinking of what that smtg was. u should see her face when ayah break the news. very cute. hahaha. u know la. mothers.. so then went to the police station to make report and the fellow sent to my house was abg's friend, amin. serving his NS.
*so.. moral of the day is, dont loan from loanshark. ;)*
--Humble Pie--
11:58 PM
:)
17 again.
just got back from watching 17 again. i loike.. i guess i was mostly mesmerised by zac efron rather than the film. ok did i say mesmerised?? haha. yea. drooling with no saliva involve. aint that cool or what. haaha. i simply adore his sense of fashion. dont you guys think so?? oh and and i dont find matthew perry suitable being zac when he's 37 years old. they look so different.. in many ways. bah!
~if im given a chance to turn back time, i would go back to 17 sept 08. before i know him. things wont be the way it is now. but its just too late. moving on...~
both my brothers got their warnings from ayah. luckily i wasnt involve. not for now at least. :)
*guys with checkered shirt, dont they look great?? buy more and start stocking up your closet*
--Humble Pie--
11:06 PM
:D
Thursday, April 16, 2009
sore throat.
maybe its the side effects after eating that prata with fish curry. *gulp*
just check on my new timetable for the upcoming semester. my schedule for the first block would be 2 module, 9am-12nn for EIR and 12nn-3pm for EVD P4. 3 weeks of holiday flies so fast. can i have longer? i bet if i were given longer, i wld want shorter holiday. confirm! lol.
anyways. im bored. gonna watch 17 again tmr cos baba didnt allow us to watch it today. i wanna try out the new cinema at illuma. its under film garde.
when was the last time i chatted with you before today? was it monday?? yea. i think it should be monday. and its thurs now. u said its been ages. so far the longest we've been away was a week. im sure elmo missed me so badly at that period of time. i blame you if he fall sick. :P
*its the care and concerns. just like the ants ni my previous post. aint that sweet. :) always been at the back of my mind.*
i spent most of the time termenung while writing this entry. hmmm...
--Humble Pie--
10:41 PM
ants
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
ants.
this would be one of my random post. just for the sake of sharing, plus, i cant seem to fall asleep now.
earlier in the day, while i was trying my brother's new phone, there was an ant pass by me. just a small one tho. not those kind of ants where u can find at the graveyard. anyway, i didnt notice it at first until i saw smtg moving so slowly. at first i thot it was searching for food but when i look at it closer, it was actually carrying his injured mate. awww.. i didnt disturb them tho. few minutes later, i searched for them. this time, i saw another ant came to help the first ant carry the injured ant. touching rite?? well. this shows how caring and and loving ants are. even some humans dont behave this way.
*it's just too bad. you already had the best days of your life.*
--Humble Pie--
11:59 PM
...
sleepyhead.
just got back from johor. had smtg to do there. we went to the cinema to watch malaysia's horror film, Jangan Tegur. i was very disturbed by the audience making alot of noises. gosh. no doubt the ticket was cheaper there but you get what u pay. singapore are way better. only to a certain extend tho.
there's one scene where an ustaz was doing his recitation of surah yassin. one guy behind me was reading along with the ustaz and continue the ayat and mind you, he was reading it out loud. i mean, pls la. he dont have to tell the whole audience in the theater that he hafal surah yassin.
at first i thot it was the malaysians being uncivilised but after doing my personal reflection in the car while on the way home, i figured out that that act applies to most malays. i remembered the other time we went to watch ayat-ayat cinta at e!hub. there's a group of makcik2 talking, giving comments to each other and gossiping out loud while the movie was played. they stopped only after a guy at the back shouted "diam uh bodoh!". can you imagine how annoying it can be? mama cuold not take it until she asked me y cant they behave like us. for those who have not experience it, try and watch a malay film anywhere. do let me know how the audience react. :)
*its like a puzzle. you just have arrange and figure out the answer yourself. im sure you're matured enough to do it. that might help.*
"enigmas are things not to be contemplated but to be deciphered." - Peter Eisenman
--Humble Pie--
11:34 PM
;)
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
jog.
finally i had my run. well not really run la. its only a 20 mins jog. it has been ages since i jog. on my treadmill of cos. prolly abt 2 months plus?? idk. cant rmbr.
i always plan the night before to have my jog in the next morning but when morning comes, i did my house chores and ended up skipping my jog again, again and again. i guess its the matter of discipline. :/
*i suggest you better figure out how to gain back lost trust.*
"to be trusted is a far greater compliment than to be loved." -Ramsay MacDonald
--Humble Pie--
7:53 PM
symptoms
Monday, April 13, 2009
PMS (premenstrual syndrome).
this entry is specially for my dear female readers but to certain extend, it might help for guys. especially if you're facing problems with your girlfriend and dont know the answer to why she is behaving that way.
symptoms before period.
Step1: Bloating and/or cramping before your period is very common. You may experience excess gas, pain in your lower abdomen or both. These symptoms may come and go.
Step2: Experiencing breast tenderness is a symptom associated with the menstrual cycle as well. You may experience more fullness, swelling, or tenderness of the breasts before or during your period. This symptom usually disappears after a few days.
Step3: Look at your face. Acne is caused in some women due to a hormonal imbalance during the menstrual cycle. You may notice pimples on your face before or during your period. These pimples usually disappear after your period without any treatment.
Step4: Craving certain foods is a common symptom of PMS. This may be due to a decrease in the serotonin level, which is a chemical in the the brain believed to affect mood and appetite.
Step5: Fatigue or feeling more tired is very common. This may be due to a loss of iron when menstruating. If you are anemic, you may want to take an iron supplement daily which will help with the tiredness.
Step6: Feeling irritable is also a symptom of PMS. Some women may get agitated very easily. They may feel very sad during this time, due to fluctuating hormones.
clearer now? i remember learning this in sec 2. where the guys in the class will giggle and giggle and giggle. so childish. those days...
--Humble Pie--
11:01 PM
incidence
experience at elias.
just to share with you people how our(me and myra) life are while helping mama at the stall. i dont think some of u get the situation. cos u have to experience yourself to feel it.
incident 1- happened to amyra.
cast:
-a malay man age around early 50s (barber)
-amyra
amyra: ye.. nk makan nasi?
barber: ahh.. ade tahu berladoh eh. ADIK simpan kn ABANG.. ABANG nk tahu tu tau. nant skjp lagi ABANG dtg. (cheeky face)
amyra: kau panggil aku adik?? giler pe??
ayah: anak die lagi tua dari amyra. :/
oh oh
*maybe the big mirror at the barber shop aint big enough for him :/*
incident 2 -happened to me
cast:
-lady age around early 40s (one of our regulars)
-ziza
ziza: hey hello.
lady: hi.. can i have 1 mee rebus?
ziza: sure of cos. hold on.
(went to pack the noodle)
lady: wahh.. you so good uh. help your mum. do you have boyfriend? normally girls nowadays go out with their boyfriend on weekends. but you didnt.
ziza: (smile) err.. no lah.. (i looked at mama and wisper to her, "does she know theres also a thing called either ta'aruf or long distance relationship??")
*you dont have to be with 'him' all the time to feel the love. sometimes its the miss that makes the heart grow fonder. agree??*
incident 3- happened to us
cast:
-one apek. never seen before.
-amyra
-ziza
(amyra and i were playing and giggling. i cant remember what we were doing exactly. *dont say we behaved like kids* hiakk-dush!)
ziza: ok da. jgn main. ade org.
myra: (went to the apek)
apek: i want one curry puff.
myra: you want one?
apek: no i want 3
myra: so you want 3? (looked at me with that stoinked face. so ni apek nk 3 ke 1?? fickle minded betul.)
both of us laughed. dont asked why. i have no idea actually. haha
apek: wahh.. you work also can play uh?? (serious expression)
myra: can uh. this one my mother's shop what.
(that apek smiles and geleng kepale)
*we're not trying to be rude to fight back but that is fact! no point if that apek tk puas hati. lol amyra's line: dia jealous! hahaha~ inside joke~*
shall i share one more??
nahh.. next time maybe. im so so tired. i havent even fresh up and its alreaady 1am! gosh.
omg.. ne! im so so so so sorry. i totally forgot to reply ur sms. ya rabbi. i was busy just now. im sure ure asleep. shall reply you tmr okay. inshallah.
--Humble Pie--
1:01 AM
:)
Sunday, April 12, 2009
facebook.
should i create one? my friends have been bugging me to do so. last night my 9 year old cousin asked me whether i have facebook cos he was thinking of adding me up. kids nowaday are so canggih. ok not really. but they are thinkiing ahead so so fast.
theres no final answer in design and i think that applies to whatever i do. for example, ive done a name card for ayah and asked abg adik to print it using home printer. he printed a sample first and i kept changing the layout of the fonts, placing, colour yada yada. until he got fed up. haha.. well. im sorry but thats the process dude.
time check: 10.42am.
im supposed to siap by now but im still blogging and watching american idol result show repeat telecast on star world. lots of things to do at central today. cos theres new stock which i need to update and display.
*tell me if it's all worth it?*
--Humble Pie--
10:44 AM
outing
Friday, April 10, 2009
oh please don't come back.
this is what i get when i skipped my sahur. who's fault?? nurrrrr... bah!
tuesday's outing.
as mentioned at my twits that im going to NUS, watch david archuleta at iluma and amirah's grill at arab st. the timing didnt turned out to be as planned. thanks to our very own mr s r nathan. pfft. reached NUS at abt 3pm. we saw the exhibition hall full of cameraman and all. asked the security guard outside and they said that nathan is inside and we have to wait till 4.30pm to 5pm before we can enter inside. so then we sat at the macdonald there. its not that easy tho. we had to go to the architecture office to ask them abt somethings. farah only accompanied us til here. she went off after that. so left me, mira and rina.
reached iluma at abt 6.45pm. everywhere i see humans, humans and more humans. overall the show was not bad. he sang touch my hands, a little too not over you, a thousand miles and crush. nice vocals but it would be better if the audience remain calm n not shout throughout while he was singing. i must say that for an artist, its a plus point if they're left handed. imagine at an autograph session, they had to sign and shake hands with their fans. wouldnt it be easier for them?? so anyways. azimah joined us when the show ended. but she managed to get a glimpse of david. ok maybe not 'a' glimpse. lol. headed down to arab street. that was about 9pm. ziza eating at 9 plus?? u cant get them anywhere else. haha. only on that day. exceptional. alasan! haha
went home at about 11 plus.
the end.
*always in my prayers. don't worry. inshalla everything's gonna be alright.*
--Humble Pie--
10:10 AM
...
Monday, April 6, 2009
random.
one good example why i said mama's a strong person. just now, while i was helping her at the stall, i accidentally 'slice' my thumb while i was a 'fish monger'. no doubt it was my fault. the act of careless. imagine, i was holding the fish and slicing it facing my thumb. --- ok hard to imagine. can i draw?? lol.
so anyways, if u were to observe mama when she injured herself, she'll be like those calm. laid back mother. but if her children or even amyra injure ourselves, we'll go kecoh satu dunia. haha.
still!
so what im gonna wear for tmr? maybe just depends on the weather. from there, i'll decide.
so who's coming along again?
theme?? rock? sophiscated? goody two shoes? jilbab?
--Humble Pie--
11:57 PM
schedule
Friday, April 3, 2009
normal updates
basically I've just finished watching slumdog millionaire. damn good film. i recommend u to watch it. no tears involved tho. but the storyline is so fake la. i mean. well..yes i do agree theres a thing called takdir but this is like so obvious that its being made up.
anyways, i have tonnes of dates with my friends. gosh. how am i going to plan my time? seems like the first week of my holiday has almost come to an end. i wanna go NUS architectural exhibition this sunday. since farah and lynn wanna meet us, why not i ask them to tag along. so yea. save time in a way. :) but of cos la the outing is not only going there. maybe breakfast or sheesha?? oh oh. not for me please farah. and no Starbucks. cos i don't drink coffee. cerewet?? ahha no la. tah la. bah!
so thats the 1st group. i still have re and ne's outing. rina n dee which prolly gonna be the 3rd week of my holiday. and also my evd fellos. sorry if i miss out on anyone else. this are the ones that i remember for now.. hmmm
*i'm not sure if i'm making the right choice. constant pray. inshallah i'll get the answer.*
--Humble Pie--
12:15 AM
reflection
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
sacrifice. patience. sincere. understanding. open.
i am very thankful that u kept me grounded throughout my life, so far leaving in this planet. no late nights, no frequent going out with friends, no lepaks, keeping myself down-to-earth most of the time, constant reminder abt courtesy and cultural aspect. basically thats grounded in my dictionary. some of you might think that my life is full of restrictions. i'm being unsocial. but hey. i find it a blessing. a huge one indeed. looking at myself now, all grown up as a young adult, i cant ask more to be what i am right now. its all about respect and pride.
u made me feel stronger inside, more confidence spiritually and most importantly, the care and concerns that u've given us. whenever i felt down, u cheered me up. u made me think of the positive side of it. u believed in karma and has proven me that karma does exist in life. some might disagree. but its really up to you to decide. im not here to force you or psycho your mind.
u're one strong woman that i've never ever seen in my entire life. when ure sick or hurt physically, u managed to overcome and challenge the pain. u wouldnt want people to know that ure suffering so badly just because u dont want us to worry abt you.
with the 'skill' that we obtain, i felt thankful. alhamdulillah. hopefully its being passed on and i am not going to misuse it and take advantage of it. im sorry i cant disclose this paragraph.
u've always been in my prayers. if theres tears involved in this entry, that would be tears of feeling blessed, honoured, thankful...
no one could ever replace the love u've given me. the hope that u believed in me. the countless support u've helped me. and the lesson u've taught me.
my one and only, mama.
:..)
--Humble Pie--
11:57 PM
