fasting-raya
Sunday, September 28, 2008
fasting, still!
its coming to day 28 of ramadhan and im still fasting, without a miss! alhamdulillah. but on the other hand, this is worrying me! i was supposed to 'hari raye' on the 20th of september but wahhhh its delayed for 8 days so far. on a great deal, if i managed to puase full this year, i dont have to quada' back which is like -people eat.. i also eat..
anyway, update about my life. im supposed to help my mum at the fnb but instead, i overslept and woke up at 11am! woaahh.. penat btl npk! afterwhich i feel the heavyness on my head and that bothers me okay. pfft! i was on the phone with ashrin from 11.45 til about 2.45am. i didnt know what we talked about until it can stretched that long. and mind u, time flies while on the phone, like seriously. he told me that his brother, ashmi, just know about me, exist in their family's mind. get me?? anyway, oh and he was shocked when he found out that im still schooling. ok.. enough about them.
i got serious spring cleaning work to do now, and i still have yet done my shopping! thats like sooo last minute. but aye, shopping?? wat else do i need. practically i've got everything that i need like baju, shoes, make up, bags, jewelleries and wat have you. alahhhh.. watever it is, i still need to shop. see how i can waste money 'wisely'.
alrite people. be sure to tune in to sinar lebaran, 30 september, 10pm on suria. rin, can u do me a favour, record for me the show and burn it in a cd can?? u pass it to me when we meet.
love ya!
--Humble Pie--
12:36 PM
hapy bdae azimah
Friday, September 26, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEARIENUR AZIMAH BTE AZMAN!semoge kau jadi anak yg baik, sopan santun, murah rezeki, tetapkn iman,pass skola dgn cermerlang, dpt suami yg baik (in the future - aku pon, amin) pe-murah, pe-nyayang, pe-nyontoh??, pe-rahu, pe-nyamun, pe-lawak, pe-tapis, pe-nonton dan sebagainye. haha. ok lame. anyway, that was the first time i call people live wishing them plus doa skali. usually i just msg. so, if i call you or u get my doa live, tau2 je lah.. means ure 'someone' in my life. rina, u exceptional sbb i chat with u like all those while at the night of ur birthday.
oklah. i have to go help my mum buat kuih. u know. my right hand is like hulk now, all green cos i uli tepung makmur. i think by the end of the day, my right arm has more muscle than my left. nk bet?? hahaha
--Humble Pie--
1:44 PM
wat should i do??
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
...
im staring at the computer screen blankly. thinking. what should i do next?? what should i tell him?? how should i tell him without hurting anyone's feeling?? of course im taking it slow but hmphh... ok time will tell...
dont worry mama. i'll think about my future too.. its not that i take this step and there's no turning back.
--Humble Pie--
8:24 PM
break fast
break fastits kinda weird for me or rather us, ashrin and i, to have our first meeting and at the same time, introducing him to my family. it was really weird i tell you. anyway, mira and i was at the central shop yesterday, initially we are supposed to meet him at 5pm but he end up a little early. so he sat in the shop with us and had some chatting. he did most of the talking. at abt 5 plus, mira ask when are we making a move. of cos we didnt feel right, having ashrin and i walking ard while mira sits at the shop. and mira, i still feel bad til now. trust me. so then we head down to clarke quay river and walk around. we stop at the bridge that links from The Central to the opposite. he gave me a ring?? lol. anyway, theres a story behind that ring. so then, i tell you, the scenario was like wow! u all would want to experience it. its hard to put it into words. sesungguhnye bulan puase. LOL we continued walking one round and sit infront of reverse bungee. talked til about 6.45pm and we make a move. luckily myra msged me telling mama dah dtg. if not, da buke pon kite masih kat situ. hahaentering the shop with him was pretty scary. everyone was semyap. adik and amyra was smiling with watever reason that i dont know. abg was like... nvm. forget it.anywae, alhamdulillah everything went well.we continued talking on the phone at night. he wants me to buke with his family today but i said im going johor. but we see how la. other day maybe.
he posted our pic in his friendster. me??? see how la. i dont want ppl to think differently if i upload his pic on my friendster. da lah ader hady, and now, ashrin. ape ni zizaaaaaa.. hahaha.. oh oh.. or maybe, i make a collection uh. one album semua gambar2 i took with guys.. then label them bachlor, followed by their number... sounds good aye.. ok. shall reconsider about that.
amyra, u might wanna consider meeting Mr.L at clarke quay. but this time after buke. the feeling, best baik cun power... haaha
mama took my baju raya from my tailor yesterday. all the baju is soooo longgar. wahhh im losing weight so drastically. we send it to tailor before ramadhan, measure my body for the um time, and now its like that longgar. bravo ziza. lol
anywayi dont think of having matair anytime soon sooooooooo my status, SINGLE! :)
--Humble Pie--
12:16 PM
birthday night
Saturday, September 20, 2008
gawd!oh god.. please help me. i cant be sangkut, matair or wat have you.. not with ashrin.. we are friends. i stress the word FRIENDS. so please ppl, remind me that ashrin is just a friend of mine. random?? i know. i cant help it. thinking back. how can i?? having the fact that he sings a birthday song for me live on the phone at 1am plus, no doubt its sweet but nooooo... pfft..
oh oh, btw rina, i was sooo sorry cos when we were chatting that time, i didnt tell u i was on the phone. luckily amyra was there to reply u.
anyway, once again, thanks for the wishes, presents, soon to get
--Humble Pie--
2:32 AM
birthday post
Friday, September 19, 2008
thank you all!!
the clock just strikes 12, im busy replying msg. alot of saying thank you today. how sweet. i got a msg from my primary school bestie, which is like da lame not in contact. next was my bro. tu live wish. then was amyra, which is like beside me now (she claimed she was the first to wish, according to her lappy time) LOL. and then it was rina, which i was giving my advice, a really matured advise that makes her wonder in the toilet, why in the world am i talking so maturedly all of a sudden. haha. this is just for the time being. feeling2 18 tapi kalau esok, my attitude will back to sayy 16?? LOL. oh ya. isabelle wished me happy advance birthday. will update again.. soon.. :)
--Humble Pie--
12:15 AM
guys at one time??
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
OMG
i still cant believe that im chatting with all guys today.. im not a player okayy.. but suddenly like all guys, some i've just met, came into my life. some info abt them just jumbled up with one another. sorry guys.. my bad.
what did i doa after my prayers?? does this reflect one of them??
no ziza noo.. this cant be happening.
concentrate on school pleaseeee
--Humble Pie--
1:02 AM
racist??
Monday, September 15, 2008
i'm not trying to be racist.
the most frequent question ask by many stranger to me was 'where are you from?' 'mixed blood?' 'how come u're malay and u are so fair?'
'u're from thailand? spanish? philipine? eurasian?'
well.. the answer i gave was 'im mixed. malay and chinese' fullstop!
I'M NOT ANNOYED! seriously.
when i say im mix of chinese and malay, they are like unsatisfied with my answer and feel like they want more. they say chinese doesnt have strong face features like i do. however, i try to refrain myself from admitting that part of me is arab. why?? simple. most people think that arabs, in general, is sombong. well, im not saying that they are wrong neither i say they are right. some assumed that all arabs are action and think that they are the most pretty/handsome people in planet. to some extend, yes. but i dont see the reflection of it to myself. so please people, dont assume that any-o-how.
in this post, im not trying to be riak, sombong, racist and sindir sape2. its just my personal point of view and wat/how i feel. afterall, this is my blog! ;)
--Humble Pie--
11:11 PM
cancel iftar with sheikh
yet again...
i had to cancel my iftar with sheikh today, today as in yesterday, since its past midnight now. (im not regreting nor complaining) plan to go out je 3 to 4 times but all kene cancel. ader je yg tk kene. like today, i had to go to my mum's kedai cos mama sha, baba n daddy wants to come. so i had to go there. on the other hand, since i had to cancel, he went to his aunt's house for bbq iftar.
nevermind then. there's always next time. maybe :/
today is half way thru ramadhan. wow! pretty fast. time flies
--Humble Pie--
12:09 AM
new phone F480
Saturday, September 13, 2008
hey people.
watssuppppp!
im so tired now.
just came back.
a little update, i've change my handphone yesterday.
mira, go get urs soooonnn. while stocks last. haha
peace out! ;)
--Humble Pie--
5:10 PM
abg POP
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
nothing better to do.
i'm now at myra's house. basically i had nothing to do. her dad is playing arab songs, some of which i dont know. so i cant sing along. lol. wonder wat's myra doing. hmmm.. anyway, the reason why i'm at her house was because we went to school at 9 am and when we reached the bus stop, we got the news that presentation was at 3pm. fish head curry. darah up sey..this is not the first time. lesson learn, check tp mail constantly. pfft..
went to pulau tekong yesterday for my brother's passing out parade. the weather was perfect. well.. i have yet to blog about my brother's sgt. (flashback time) his name is sgt. khairul. during their days in NS, there was one time sgt. khairul held a room inspection. first up was my bro. he stick on our family photo at his almari door. so sgt khairul was like scrutinizing on the pic and he called the other sgt(s) to look at the pic. then he asked my bro whether the girl in the pic was his sis. and unfortunately, yes. so there we was asking my bro for my number but obviously my bro didnt give. haha. thanks abang. then he said, if abang give him my number, he wont have to do all those hard and tiring exercise. hahaha. but nahh.. abg is strong.. go abg gooooo. :D
(present) so yesterday was the parade where all company's graduation day where families are welcomed to witness the event. met sgt.khairul towards the end of the ceremony when abang introduce to all of us.lol. sesungguhnye aku sedang berpuase skrg, i shall not describe his appearance. LOL he told my mum, senang2 dtg rumah. haha wth. he wants to look at me but malu2. haha. no doubt, i was looking at him and inside my head, was like analysing him! haha. before we leave the parade, sempat die teleng. lol. even mama saw that. when we were lining up to get the ferry, he was there, AGAIN. haha. so he bid farewell to my bro and i walk first, leaving them behind. when we inside the car, abang told me that sgt.khairul wants to kenal2 and have my number again. so not gentleman. i was there, he didnt want to ask me personally. doncha think so?? haha oh oh. the kirim salam 'sudah' incident. soo funny. well. i shall not brag about it.
after tekong, we breakfast at baba's house. been so long since i went there. initially uncle pat ajak pegi geylang bazaar, but abang and i da tido so the plan was cancelled.
ok. im done blogging. phew. like finally. haha
pretty long entry. good job ziza. keep it up. haha
--Humble Pie--
11:51 AM
alot of stories shared
Sunday, September 7, 2008
priority set!
i cant go to The Central today as i have to do my assignment. so had to called mamasha not to come as im not there. set that aside, im doing my project now. in the midst of doing it, i decided to blog. haha ader je.. alasan
something happened at my mum's apperal shop yesterday. im not gonna bragged about it and i prefer to keep it to myself. (i hope u do the same ya pna)
mira, its a learning experience so dont cry. haha. i know u didnt expect it, so do i. its part and parcel of being a sales person. but hey, on brighter note, u were out of ur nut shell after that incident happened. u were much more brave when handling customers. right?? of cos im right. :P
as mentioned in my previous post, i have a video to share and update about sheikh. well basically i've been communiting with him like we used to do when we just know each other. as u all know, my previous project made me less socialize with ppl and that provide us lesser time to talk, not that im sombong! haha just recently, not that recent la, its before ramadhan, he ask me to go study with him and this particular friend of his. yet again, i have to reject that outing because there's submission on the next day. so its not my fault and im not being tooo jual mahal. he's like bugging me and keep asking when to iftar with him. im suppose to set the date and hes suppose to set the place. swensens?? hahaha wahh..iftar eat at swensens, confirm senak sey perot. so anyway, on friday, he gave me a link to a video that his friend (elias) act, the one that we supposed to go out and study together. he's the main actor, acts as an ex-convict. the story line is sooo typical. dont bother. haha after watching this video, i was like, damn, if i know, i follow them. hahaha.. ps. this is not called gatal okay..haha :) nevermind, theres always next time.
its been such a long time since my entry is this long. dont u think so?? haha
